How much do you know about the current me

1. Life's not treating me better, 2009 quickly go...
2. Fat face + fat arms + fat arms = need diet terribly
3. CT is coming, am not ready yet for any modules
4. I'm starting to really love T-ara now
5. I believe in 2pm, not 1.59 nor 6
   
6. I have no one to talk to but that's okay, I have myself still
7. I dont feel like a loner nor loser just because I'm keeping everything to myself
   
8. I have no idea if I should snip my hair short or let it long
9. I dont understand beings and their thinking, I'm out of this nature
10. Will 2012 really come?
11. I need to start mugging now
12. I had tau suan + 2 breads for one whole day, will it help?
13. I want to meet FTI & BEG on this Saturday
14. I cant wait for the two weeks holidays
15. I want a pink/red headphone
16. I miss Zhuxin
17. I miss Shiping too
18. I wish some people can disappear from my life
19. If not, make me disappear from their life
20. I cant adapt, wont adapt, doesnt want to neither
    

Thank you, love.

Wasn't good today, wanted to back out of our dinner date last minute initially.
But half of me feel like seeing her siaodingdong face and talk to her, like how I always did. And in the end, I thank God that I chose to meet her.
Cause no matter how many people I've met along this path, she's still the one, who know me best.

We ditch Sakae/Swensens and headed to have our budget dinner @ KFC, updating each other's life and the gossips of the others! :D
Walked around and we were so attracted by the elmo&friends (or is it not?) show :D :D
Then for my headphone and her earpiece, the one that she picked and say is the nicest are always the cheapest! Lol. Make quite a scene in the shop all thanks to HER! Tsk. The salesman keep apologizing to us because he push her first, and then me, somehow we got the feeling that he's trying to chase us out using this way HAHHA.

Then.. off to Comic Collection and cause another scene -.-
Me: Omo. Its been long since I have read these 少女漫画! I want be 少女 again~
Zhuxin: -.-! (find for me)
And we found ONE classic one, namely..
*erhem*
(yours truly will not be responsible for uncomfortable use of speech or statement, targeted to this particular paragraph)

“不可以这样啦”
“还不可以这样啦”

It's actually one book, with five different stories inside, and these two are different stories :/
We laugh like shiat when we keep searching for more.. well.. funny titles.

She had fun talking to my Mummy, its been long since they two meet each other :D

Thank you, love, for accompanying me for today (:
I hope you feel better and you-know-who will make up with you soon and I hope, he does wishes you a happy birthday on that day.

p/s: thank you kimbo for accompanying me in lecture today or i will feel so lonely, and woo, luckily i have tissues for your tears!
p/p/s: thank you matthew for your kimchi, okay shall stop saying you're a liar (:
p/p/p/s: thank you sera too, for talking to me in the train about some matter!
p/p/p/p/s: thank you to best best bff low for the encouragement too, please treat me to kbox soon LOL :D

You're staring at my wishlist now

My Fr3b sample have finally arrivedddddd <: It didnt take really long anyway, fr3b have really good productive delivery! This brand is made in Korea, and I'm beginning to dig Korea's facial stuff already, cause somehow they make me feel like they will really work. So hopefully, this product will do wonders. Yes, I'm a Black Jack who simple adore the 4 above, but this time round, the focus is on the thing on their head - the headphone!

I'm a sucker for colours like pink/red/green, so you can imagine me gawking hard at Bom's one, yellow was never my colour but I think CL pulls it off really good ^^
Then on second thoughts, Dara's golden brown also seems awesome enough, and Minzy's one give out such a chic look...
Still, I've decided to find something like Bom's, ,like I mentioned, I'm really a sucker for that colour!

& of course, who could miss out the awesome 7 & their corbycorbies?
Sorry, I'm never in for a 6some 2pm, though I still support 1.59pm.
I bet Jay would also be a representative for the pink Corby along with Khun if he's there at that time. Afterall, he's not call pink old man for nth yo.
I think the members really choose the colours that suit them ttm siolzx, except Taec should take black? Hahah, Idk but he seems beastly enough for that colour, just like what he mentioned in the interview, the only colour left for him is green that's why ha. Maybe he should just change with Junsu, the latter looks healthy enough for that colour :D Lol.

I'm really in for the pink Corby too, and its not only because of Khun okay -.-
If I'm choosing the colour based on my favourite member, then I've to get all already!
I'm not sure about Singapore, but all I see is yellow and white Corby for now, but when I went to KL, I saw orange colour one too! Read the reviews on the functions and it weren't so great, but ohwell, the design really... is my cup of tea man.

FMLife

Beings get scarier when they age older.
Our acting skills improve, we tend to hide our intentions well with a smiley face, and we improved on our falseness. Never think the one who's laughing along with you are the one who care, never take someone who don't seems to give a damn of you for granted, you will never know who's the one standing strong by you.

Do people really behave totally opposite to hide their emotions?
Yes, I've heard of people acting harpee to try to ease the sad facial look, but being another person in order to hide, isn't it.. tiring?

Thank you Sera for the advices and talk (:
Maybe you're right, we shall not get affected by people's mood or feelings already.
Thank you Low too, for giving me a call despite of work when my mood is down.
End work faster and come online soon!

Family matters, school matters and HUMAN matters.
What's wrong with my life?

Skip this post if you aren't a fan

CL and GD is like... you know you know ^^

Go find 2pm, BEG, DBSK, GD & TY's cut too, shalln't post them here already.
Cause I'm heartbroken after seeing...

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Return me the innocent wink vending machine who only set his eyes on Woodong!
(okay maybe he need to become more beastly/manly already but he's only 21[22 in Korea], still a pure age what...)
Why not choose man who's more suitably matured like.. Kim Tae Woo :X

Speaking of which, Ivy got targeted by 2pm/Khun's fans already(I never hor!), I have to admit I wasn't into her seducing performance too (I think Hyori & TOP's performance last year was actually better), but I think there's no need to insult her till... okay nvmind, probably she doesnt mind getting scolded since she've got her hands all over the cutie last night, I mean, I wouldn't mind if I were her you know? Lol.

When 2pm went on stage to perform and to get the award(s), it was definitely a touching one.
I teared a little when fans sang J's part instead of any of the member, this already shows that the leadja cannot be replaced, furthermore the empty space... there's only J who can be standing there (:
Then my tears rolled down when Woodong cried (he cried even terribly when he heard Junsu mention J), and when the members mention Jaebeom Hyung at times...
There're also some artists who cried too when they were on the stage.
Be it MAMA making up news or JYP's supposedly promise, J was not back on stage yesterday, but it's okay, probably he needs more time, probably like how they did in the backstage of their comeback...calling their leadja and then shout 2pm! together again when the 6 heard his, "WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?"

Lets all believe in the better (:

Regarding the Artist of the Year award...

this comment was made.

"Have they been given the award(Artist of the year) solely based on either the sympathy the nation feels for their loss or the drama value of them crying for Jaebeom?"

Fuck no.

Why no?

Continue reading...

According to Thailand's International Federation of the Phonographic Industry (IFPI), 2PM is the top-selling foreign artist(s) for 2009. 2PM beat out popular artists such as Lady Gaga and Black Eyed Peas with the release of their Thailand Special Album back in June.

Despite the turmoil with Jaebeom, 2PM's popularity in Thailand is still very strong.

During happier times back in July, 2PM made a visit to Thailand and even visited with the Prime Minister.

Doesn't that alone prove that, they truly deserve the award?
Some people should just stop the "oh because SME's artist didnt come, thats why..."

But if SME and Mnet didn't fall out and that their artists attended, I believe the ratings for MAMA wont be only 3%.
Groups like DBSK, Suju, SHINee and SNSD will definitely make the whole thing better! Dang.

And the best well dressed...

KARA was probably the prettiest yesterday!
I dont think Dara dresses bad though, but yes, probably CL's dressing was a little over, but blame it on the stylist! Tsk. 2NE1 doesnt need to stand out like this, they're already superb enough.
BEG's awesome too, I still cant stop digging Narsha's short hair, chio like mad.

I'm pretty with the results honestly, at least the groups I like have all gotten some award(s)! :D

Winner List for 2009 MAMA

• Newcomer (Male) – Supreme Team
• Newcomer (Female) - 2NE1
• Trot Music Award - Hong JinYeong (Love’s Battery)
• Dance music award – KARA (Honey)
• Mixed Group – 8eight
• Hip hop group award – LeeSsang (헤어지지 못하는 여자, 떠나가지 못하는 남자)
• Rock Music Award – BuHwal (생각이나)
• Asian Recommend Award – Japanese group AKB48
• House& Electronic music award – Brown Eyed Girls (Abracadabra)
• Ballad/R&B music award – Kim TaeWoo (Love Rain)
• Best Asian Star - Dong Bang Shin Ki
• Male singer – Drunken Tiger
• Female singer – Baek Ji Young
• Best Asian composer - Park JinYoung
• Music Portal Mnet Award - 2NE1
• Best MV – 2NE1 (Fire)
• Female Group - Brown Eyed Girls
• Male Group – 2PM
• Album of the Year – GDragon with ‘Heartbreaker’
• Song of the Year – 2NE1 with ‘I Don’t Care’
• Artiste of The Year – 2PM

They're.. 1.

Made me tear a little ):

The best photoshop-ed face ever? Look down.

Yes just look at itttttttttt!
Oh & before you get really eggcited too, the photo's no doubt..
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But who cares honestly, J's still hot like ever.
This is the hottest photoshop-ed face I've come across to!

Hopefully, there will be 7 of them on tomorrow's MAMA stage, hopefully.

p/s: CL & Minzy's duet is really something to die for!

I'm so proud of myself for sleeping soooo early yesterday!
I slept at...

10pm? Nope.
9pm, no no no.
8 or 7 pm? Fuck no!

It's 6PM!!! :D

But the bad side to it was that, I woke up @ 1plus and only fall back to sleep at 3 -.-
Still, I think, I can start saying byebye to the hideous eyebags already.

To-Do List for this week minus(-) the school work:

Finish up shows like WGM (JG Cuts only), Idol Army(Suju & F.T I hosting version), IC.
Then start focusing on You're Beautiful, Family Outing and IRIS.

Woohoo, enough to keep me busy happily for my Saturday!

(Updated)
Back from school @ such a early timing on a Friday, indeed like how Kim put it, I've become more and more like a homie, dang.

Okay time for You're Beautiful :D